Sorry

Sorry, these days, I am not being regular. Hmm, busy in mundane affairs, like making money. :( A friend was saying recently "it's rich people who say "I am not interested in money"".
Believe me, I am really not interested in money. Not that I am rich. ;) I am more interested in equilibrium. Equilibrium of things around me. I am scared of imbalances, sad faces around me, missing commitments, ...
If I had perfect planning, I would miss being tense most of time. But then laziness and planning don't go together.
I hate being lazy. But being planned is more boring. :)A lazy man takes luck as "recievable" that will not turn bad debt. Hmm, but it often does. And when it does, more trouble.
Ok,ok, forget all this nonsense. I am doing fine. And if allowed to live , will do much better.
:) Life is beautiful. Life is good.