Pressure.

I am talking about Psychological Pressure. I hate to admit when I am under pressure. But fact remains that, I experience that at times.
Last year had been the year of maximum stress. It's getting over, thankfully. I may not choose to be involved in similar situation any time soon.
So what are my plans after this? Like any other idiot with similar cirucumstances, A holiday.
Problem is I am not into sight seeing. Let me insert here, that I am planning a family holiday and a personal holiday. Family holiday is going to be a happy one with out an iota of planning. Coming to personal holiday, I need to meet friends to justify the holiday.
But then, everybody is busy with their life. Don't want to disturb them. I hate the whole process of growing up.
losing hair, greying hair, gaining weight, muscles disappearing, reducing speed, enthusiasm, unnecessary rituals, modesty, decorum,..

I wish I were that careless kid who was in just either of 2 places, ground/ home. The kid who irritated enough people and derived pleasure from that. Kid who was never seen walking. Kid who was exhibitionist. Kid who used cry more than often. Kid who loved too many girls..............
I think history gets repeated only through kids. How's balance sheet looking after growing up? Real assets have gone down. Stupid assets have gone up. Net total dissatisfaction has increased. :(
Depressing post? Validly so.