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Thursday, February 23, 2006

Anger.

Anger is proportional to weakness. I guess, I was always more than normal "angry" person. I don't remember well how I acted when I was kid, I mean when I used to be angry.
When some other kid bullies you and you are not strong enough to respond. You feel wretched and angry. If given a chance, probably you will hit back.
But then you cannot correct every mistake. You feel helpless and angry. It consumes you. It is said that nobody is born evil. How does it matter when somebody is evil now?
We can maintain our distance from evil. That's escapism. When lies are told, rihts are trampled, dignity is at stake, you fight back. But be assured, this is a losing battle. We are born to crush each others' spirit.
There are couple of incidents (or more) when I got physical when I was angry. Naturally it landed me in further complications. Being verbal in your frustration too almost always lands you in issues. Guess that doesn't stop me at times. :( :)
I believe in being proactive & reactive. There is no fun in being passive. There is only one life and I will not lead that like an anonymous insect. I will continue to make mistakes, regret and relish. :)
Stupid post, I know. Before anybody points that out.

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