I am getting Old.
I was on a motorcycle today. I learnt driving a two wheeler when I was 17/18. I never had a accident.(On two wheeler , that is) I was considered a rash/ fast driver. I nevr doubted my driving abilities. Ofcourse, I never traced snake movements while on road. Though I was exhibitionist, I didn't take risk of provoking lorry and tractor wallahs.
Why all this nostaligia now? Something has changed. I wasn't confident today. I wasn't relying on gut feeling to decided if the guy in front is going to veer left or right. My fingers ache while applying clutch/ brakes. My eyes fail. My knee has braces due to inflammatory joints,....
Ok,ok Not all of them are true.
But I will be 30 yrs old tonight. :(
And I hate that.
posted by sreedhar @ 8:37 AM
1 Comments:
And I thought becoming older would make you more confident. Maybe its just the transitory negative internal voices in your head. You should unravel the ones which are empowering through presuppositions, relaxation and quiet reflection. Contact me for more details.
BTW, happy birthday man, atleast I didnt miss yours by 2 days.
- Sasi
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