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Listen to me,
Ok, I will wait
Will just watch you
Give me hope
that I am worthy of your time.


I am skeptical
you make me believe
being an idiot I am
I keep testing you
you are a gift
I am unworthy of.

Kid, you are happy
I am not, Not able to connect to you
wish I were more capable.
wish I could hold all that energy in my range.
I have stupid things to do
wait for me, don't grow up in hurry.