Sorry, another one

My son's sickness, my changed habits, lack of infrastructure .. all contributed to absence of blogging.
I wanted to talk about idiot musharaff, diagnostics (of medical kind),..and many more. Come back for such stuff. Let me sleep now.

Trashhh.

All the previous trash is due to the movie I am watching. Some european/ latin american movie. The kinds where thee are too many dialogues, some strange characters, stranger plot,...
Anyway, I am doing ok. As ok as 360 degress permit.

s1

That cold grey skies. Germinating depression. That goes to very end. We affect each other. Simple stuff, churned, meddled, muddled, spun into myriad confusng entangled threads. And ability stops at the beginning.

Are you?

Are you proud?
A false virtue.
are you insecure
a stupid boundary
we remain distant
that sad smile
mutual ignorance
another life wasted
on not knowing you.

S

Don't go away
we will talk when I wake up
you keep confirming that I am right.

(not completly mine)

New Things.

Probably everybody wants to experience new things. Atleast I do. But not every new thing is selected by us. Some just happen.
I am undergoing through few things not desirable. Wish there was a guide "how to face every conceivable situation in life?".
I don't want to mention specifics and create unnecessary emotions in those who are reading this blog.
I want to remain positive. Evidence goes againest that. Irrational optimism.